Sunday, January 30, 2005

i was sitting on a stone bench around the perimeter of sunken garden happily gobbling up chicken balls and c2 drink when two Korean girls came to me and asked me if they could have a few minutes of my time. i didnt want to be rude so i let them.

the first question they asked me in their irritatingly SANDARA accent "what is your religion??"
if i had known that they were going to try to recruit me in their church, i wouldn't even give them a single second.. Don't get me wrong, im not an aethiest or an agnostic or whatever but it's just that i myself have lots of questions in my head about religion, i did not need anything else to further complicate all the information stored up in there..

they were holding a leaflet containing phrases from the bible. it was kinda wierd coz they were like insisting that their religion was the only way, the right way to worship Jesus and to believe in God. that all the other religion was the result of SAtan's influence on us... and that if we're not in their religion or atleast in their practice, we will have illness that science cannot detect. one of those weirdly out of this world sickness. and to top it all off they told me a story about the son of the owner of the Hyundai Company that he died despite all the money, the intelligence and the money. he comitted suicide because he did not believe in Jesus.

Twisted philosophy right?? who knows that guy might have taken drugs or was waay too drunk or wanted an easy way out of his life or he was just insane.... there are a lot of factors that can be attributed to his death, but why blame it on the lack of religiousness or spirituality of the guy?? So after that i engaged in a mini- debate on faith and belief system of different religions.. hah! they couldnt even but in... hahahahahaha. at the end they conceded and just bade me farewell with their excuse line "sorry we don't speak speak good english so we could not explain properly" and with that they left me the leaflet as a remembrance of our debate and said that in the future if i dont like my religion, i can try out their's. ANO YUN PARANG CAR NA KAPAG OUTDATED NA OR SIRA NA, PAPALITAN MO NA?? wierdness...

after that everything was a surreal blur. i went off to Shopwise Cubao to do my grocery shopping... hahaha overspent but it was alright i guess.. atleast i got lotsa stock... then i just headed straight to cofeeheads to meet up with my roomie ruby... bonded over coffee, dalandan juice, fettucine and empanada and our readings... when it was closing we went to Starbucks to continue studying... hahaha but to no avail thanks to me and my eccentricity i just texted jayar if he wanted to go to starbucks, i was kinda shocked that he'd still reply at that hour! turns out he was having dinner? more like a midnight snack at mcdonalds so he showed up approximately 15 mins after. what a great way to spend a saturday night, coffee shop hopping and studying... hahahaha people with no social life.. yeah that's us!! our life revolves around coffee and our books!! oh yeah plus the internet and tv.. hehehehe :) well that's it for me... got a long day tomorrow!!!

nuthin else matters... @ 3:25 AM

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Today may just be the worst day ever...
What would you feel if you had studied your ass off for an exam, and you were actually confident for the first time in your whole college life that you were gonna ace it. Then when you get your paper back... you're measley a few points up from passing... you'd feel flabberghasted wouldn't you? shocked? dissapointed? yup i thought so... that's what i atleast felt when i got back my paper earlier today... and to top it all off i had a mind boggling, brain twisting, eye popping and neck breaking exam just approximately an hour and a half after.

Talk about major mood wrecker... i should have listened to enuh and not have looked at my blue book so as to not spoil my "conquer the world" attitude these past few weeks.. well i guess this is just God's way of telling me hey work harder pa... maybe i should, maybe i should just work my ass off... hahahaha oh and yeah i should REALLY REALLY get back to my cracker diet and oh i suppose i'll enroll na rin sa gym sa moro with rubbyzkins and get my badminton skills rollin' again and and and put our "the grind and tae bo" sessions in reality...

nuthin else matters... @ 12:00 AM

Monday, January 24, 2005

I AM SO FREAKING STUPID!!! I JUST DELETED MY PREVIOUS BLOG!!! THIS SUCKS!!!! UUURGH... I GUESS I HAVE TO START ALL OVER AGAIN... STUPID STUPID DEBBIE!!!
so there moralof the story: stop look and read!!!! i am dissapointed at myself to the highest level!!!! when i was just peaking in my blog! now what...

nuthin else matters... @ 10:41 PM