Monday, June 27, 2005

in 3 days, i repeat 3 days my beloved father isto set foot here in pinas.. after 6 months of not seeing him, i can finally hug (yet again) my daddy, who is the only man in my life.. (for now atleast) i know that he'd like to keep it that way. my dad gets so jealous whenever i have a love interest, im afraid nga that i'll be an old maid, he turns into such a grouch whenever there's a new guy that im raving about, worse he turns into such a baby, so unwilling to hear my side and ridiculously close minded. which brings me to an incident that happened last year.

as always we were chatting online (this is all because of his stinginess, hehehehe save na daw on phone bills and load) and it just so happens that my ym avatar was a photo of me and a guy friend who happens to be really cute and yes, soo my type. I didn't want him to see it so i clicked the dissapear button, but for some reason the photo was still available for my dad to view. so his pag-iinarte started, despite my perisitent paglalambing, my texts, he apparently did not want to talk to me, he is still inis daw sa akin.. he did not call me or reply to any of my messages for two weeks!!! imagine two weeks!! hahahahaha

i miss his laughter, his uber corny jokes, the silence when he's mad, his tears when he's so angry with either me or my mother. i want to make him coffee and discuss anything under the sun with him.

he is the bestest dad anyone could ever wish for, an excellent provider, a very good person. he truly is a man with a very gentle and good heart. i love my dad to bits and pieces, even if i dont show it that often.
i know that im not the best daughter in the whole world, but i do hope i am a daughter he can be proud of.

daddy, you have given me everything i could ever wish for and i thank you for that and a whole lot more. i am grateful that i have you as a father.

nuthin else matters... @ 9:52 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

CHALLENGES AHEAD..

finally i feel the urge to blog... a lot of things have been going in my life, hectic, busy... but im far from complaining... hehehe
the series of welcome assemblies and orientation for the geog freshies are over and done with, i must say this is the first time i ever felt that i truly belong in my department or in my school for that matter ever since high school. Since i started college i never felt that i belonged, i wasn't involved, i was always one of the apathetic student. while sitting in the geog area of nismed audi, i was overwhelmed, the adrenaline rush, the excitement, the "geog spirit", it felt as if i was watching a uaap basketball game between up and ateneo..

and oh yeah during reg period, my bag was stolen... yes i am so sad, depressed and traumitized! this is partly a reason as to why i have been neglecting my blog.. well i think i have said more than enough regarding this issue, so to whoever took my bag, i hope you suffer the worst imaginable pain and fate...

moving on... im almost done with my driving lessons!!! whoopee!!! 3 more hours!!! and the roads of metro manila can welcome another reckless driver!!! hahahaha!!! but i swear after a freaky incident the last time i drove, i will never never ever drive in poor weather conditions, it's so freaking scary!!! add the fact that i cant even see properly!! haay, we were in cubao along p. tuazon or d. tuazon, it was raining like cats and dog and i was discussing how thunderstorms form and what kind of damage it can do with my instructor when a lightning struck and hit an electrical post just a few metres infront of us and to add to the scare the post that was hit was right beside petron!!! aaahhh i was freaking scared that i actually took my hands off the steering wheel and covered my eyes and screamed endlessly.

on a less scarier note classes have started and it's all good!! hehehe got pretty tough majors this sem, 121, 161, and 173 plus stat 101 im looking forward to this sem not only because im sure i'll be enjoying it but the challenge this sem has posed on me, the challenge to achieve a college or better yet a university scholar standing, the challenge to be a good member in my orgs and the core group, and to be a better me generally.. no more slacking off and late nights out, well atleast not that often... hehehehe

nuthin else matters... @ 9:03 PM