i am currently engaged in the analyzation of the spatial variations in physical,
biological,and human phenomena that occur on the surface of the globe and
treats their interrelationship and their significant regional patterns..
i also engage myself in reading a wide range of book classification,
i unwind sometimes with my friends in the friendly neighborhood joint with
yoca and sml to see us through... and on the side i am a certified dreamer
and poser!!! i can would love to be a part time party organizer...
i just love the details...
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
THE KNIGHTS OF THE WHITE ROUND TABLE
all my life... (well atleast my college life) i've been searching for that clique, that set of friends that i will truly belong and be my self... i know deep within my heart that i have found it and that is ARCADIA. after long long years of shifting from group to group every dreary semester, i have finally found the one group that i know will not last for just a semester. i know that this is for keeps, this is for life. in the same way that i have found my clique in high school. ARCADIA is different, it is not merely a friendship built around classmates who more often than not share the same sentiments or opinions on a certain matter, decisions based because of peer pressure, it is no longer the trial stage nor the experimentation stage. ARCADIA as i have come to know it, are a group of diverse and very opinionated individuals, who are not afraid to say what they feel even if it stirs different emotions, not afraid of lenghty debates over highly intellectual discussions or even very meanial things.. they are people who are not afraid of what others think of them, they accept you for what you are, they dont give out uncalled for judgements nor are they pretentious.. what i loved most about ARCADIA is their value for friendship, how they give importance to friends, i have to agree with renchie when she says that friendship is an investment, after all it is.. you spend a lot of your time, your emotions, and basically your all in the group... this is after all a relationship, and one must really invest in one... it's just so sad that after all this time, some people would think of you less, less in the sense that you do not have what it takes to be one of them or you are changing the whole culture of the group. it is sad when even just one person thinks that way, that you do not uphold the charactestics of the original or what the group used to be, maybe yes i am not in a position to have all these opinions, or maybe i am also giving my self too much credit in hoping that anyone would actually listen to me or even pay attenion to my opinions.. i know that i am one of the newbies and let me reiterate that i never thought of ARCADIA as an org nor a sorority or a confraternity that has its organizational structure and bylaws... ARCADIA to me is a relationship built around strong grounds of true and genuine friendship, a relationship that can never be quantified. and now after being in the group for almost three years, i can most definetly say that it is my second family. after my parents (my immediate family), it is ARCADIA that i consider my family because we have for me, crossed that boundary of just being uber close friends, to that level of caring, loving and looking out for each other in times distress and joy. i may never understand what "ARCADIA as an INSTITUTION" may ever mean since i was not there from the very begginning, though i wished i had so i will not be very disturbed by all these issues that have arised. some things may never be really changed or replaced, people come and people go.. we are not in the situation as it was like five years ago, but i hope the new changes brought about new people should not be taken in such a way that it hurts others' feelings.. patience and tolerance has its limits, please remember that we are mere mortals, capable of feelings such as hurt, rejection, and sorrow. it just kills me to think that newbies such as myself have caused all these comments, all these feelings... i love ARCADIA so much that i'd be willing to do almost anything for these people just so that everything is back as it is, before i entered, and if this means that i have to leave then so be it... i know i contributed to a lot of changes within the circle that's why i am willing to take this big a sacrifice if necessary.... (maybe this is the least i could do...) i hope we do iron out all our differences... i dont want any ill-feelings or comments such as what has been said to come across our relationship. i value you guys so much... maybe even much more as you value me... im sorry if i have been too emotional in this post, but i can't be helped... all these pent up emotions have to be written and said.. this is how much i value my friends... i love them for who they are, embrace them with open arms even with their imperfections... yes i think i really am capable of giving this so called unconditional love, unconditional friendship, a love so great that i never thought i am capable of giving... maybe the tarot card reader is correct i am in a relationship already, a relationship so strong, a relationship that is of envy of a lot...
NOTHING IN THIS LIFE IS PERMANENT BUT CHANGE
nuthin else matters... @ 3:28 AM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
STARTING OVER...
it's 4:30 am and im still awake!! my body clock is acting up again, MUST MUST reset it again, in time for summer class. new blog face!! and im liking it!!! :) it makes me wanna blog more...
a proffesor once told me that patriarchy is not present in today's society anymore and that gloabalization, urbanization and money-generating philosophies now reign, i believed him enough...
currently watching starting over in etc. it's just so weird that there is such a reality tv show, i mean honestly what is happening to the trend of tv shows nowadays?? the idea of putting a group of females in a sort of rehab house to help them with problems may it be their weight, finance, or plainly getting a life again. the starting over house has like resident psychologists who actually analyze them, their behavior towards themselves, other girls in the house and their assigned activities. it is a one of a kind concept but do they really get the help they need?? what effect does it do the ladies participating in it? and to the viewers? what social gratification do one get from watching this? do they actually carry on whatever they learned inside the house? i cant help but feel that this show is still so patriarchal . though it may be helping out females, and their setting is in such a way that they instill girl power to the housed girls but hello!!? what your depicting is that females are more emotionally incapable of handling their feelings, their problems, and that they need to be put in such conditions and have to be helped by professionals, as if it was a sickness that needs to be treated right away. and now you tell me that there is equality between the sexes. that there is no such thing as patriarchy... i'd like to think that it's just cultural difference, but then again im not ur traditional filipina.. and i can't believe this show was gotten 2 emmy nominations.
what is the world coming upto??
nuthin else matters... @ 4:33 AM
BOREDOM BLUES
in exactly one week and a day summer classes officially begin.. whoah... i feel i haven't had a real breeak yet, i still feel so worn out
from last sem's stress and hassles...
april 1st marked my last exam. and what did i do??? after the exam the four of us headed to sm north for more unwinding.. we spent the next 2 hours camera whoring in coffee experience.. hahahahaha never thought posing for the camera would be so tiring. people around us must have thought that we were a bunch of weirdos too excited to flaunt our cameras hahahahaha anywayz who cares... they werent very pretty either... then we went home inuman galore gin-lime juice-sprite combo plus empy and coke sure brought out the craziness in the four of us, friaz was knocked out, mishy was doing a dance interpretation/acting/weeping drama for us, reese was just plainly her INsane self hahahahaha. i guess we were drunk to the point we were cursing each other. hahahahaha wonder what the neighbors think of us?
april 2,2005- saturday hmm woke up at 3pm with a headache grr.... oh well took a bath and met up with arcadia and had dinner at a venetto's in libis. yeay!! after months of craving for their buffalo wings, pesto w/chicken, and pizza it was such a delight!! and being the videoke addicts we are, headed all the way to paranaque to get our dose of songs and stoned ice!! di pa naiinom may tama na!!! yeah yeah!!! i think we were culture shocked with the place it was like an every day valentines special, and the crowd they were so good i mean their voice were wow, it made me scared to even attempt to sing!!! hahaha but yeah closing time once again so off to sam's place for more videoke and more booze and more talks on the lack of correlation between the civil law and shariah law, marriage, problems, UP's eduaction system, family problems and what nots until 8 in the morning.
april 3,2005-sunday got home at around 9am, usual internet breakfast... had water drawned and heated..... fell asleep on the day sofa.... woke up at 5pm so much so for trying to go to bulacan... just spent the whole night online and doing absolutely nothing
april 4,2005- monday woke up at 8am got ready i have to renew my passport today, my mom will disown me if i dont.. finished quite early so headed off to g4, had coffee and yoca, tried getting my friends to go, but they can't... too short a notice so i watched miss congeniality instead, it was a nice flick, but had more laughs on the first one... attempted to get a new haircut but the salon's free from 7:30 onwards only.... went home instead... ruby came home and asked us if we wanted to go and have a drink.. she was bitin daw then go we did. went to tribu and stayed there for an hour, transffered to meatshop but it was so freaking full, chickenboy instead. i dont know if it was a good thing or not, but i saw *powder again, his hair grew, but still the same handsome face, and sparkling eyes, exchanged kisses and conversation here and there. ruby was sooo DRUNK!!!!
april5,2005- tuesday went to bulacan finally.... got the shock of my life when i thought i saw FPJ getting up the bus... whoah turns out he was an impersonator set to perform in the town i was going since it was the fiesta. those are the moments when you can only wish you brought your camera along..
april 6,2005- wednesday gsup induction!!!
yeay finally im an official member.... i know i wasnt the best applicant, i was more like the most pasaway app in our batch. but still thank you gsup for accepting me. :) my vow is this i will be the best member i can be wok this way after... had munchies before i headed home to change and go out with my roomies to wheatberry's and baang coffee.. fun..fun..fun..
april7,2005- thursday paid bills.. went home did absolutely nothing... blah!!
april 8,2005- friday woke up 3pm wanted to go out badly... bored bored bored...
april 9, 2005- saturday woke up at 3pm ditched gymming with ruby.. sorry darling, couldnt wake up had a headache when you were trying to wake me. :( attempted to go out but was too lazy to... besides it was already 7:30pm boohoo... fidgeted with my blog instead, hence this new look!!! :)
well that's how i've been spending my summer break... im still ssooooo boreed!!! as in! i wanna go out and unwind elsewhere, be one with nature... just get the draining system of city life away for a few days before reality begins...
nuthin else matters... @ 12:00 AM
Friday, April 01, 2005
the RETURN of the COMEBACK...
FINALLY I HAVE THE URGE TO BLOG AGAIN... SECOND SEM IS FINALLY OVER FOR ME, MY LAST EXAM IS OVER AND DONE WITH IM IN AWAY CONFIDENT OF HOW I FARED ON IT. HOPEFULLY I WILL DO WELL ON IT. I CAN ALMOST TASTE SUMMER'S KISS... THE SUN, THE SAND, THE SHORE, THE SEA, OH AND THE GUYS... SUMMER FLINGS...BRING IT ON!!! ON A MORE REALISTIC NOTE IM GONNA DRINK PAAARTEE AND BE MERRY FOR NOW. :) TONIGHT WITH MY BABIES (HEHEHE) NAMELY MISHY, FRIAZ AND REESE.. THE EVER WONDERFUL GEOG BLOCKMATES, STUDYMATES, CRYINGMATES, CATFIGHTMATES. THESE THREE GURLS REALLY DO BRING THE SUNSHINE IN SMILE WITH THEIR CORNY CORNY JOKES, THEIR SWEETNESS, THOUGHTFULNESS AND THEIR WHATEVERS. TOMORROW A DINNER (FINALLY) WITH MY ARCADIA FAMILY IN ONE OF OUR MOST FAVORITE RESTO.. A VENETTO'S, FOLLOWED BY A PAINOM C/O MY SIS HEHEHEHE (TAMA BA??) HAAY FUN.. FUN.. FUN.. WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR, IM SPENDING TIME WITH BOTH MY FRIENDSHIP LOVES. OH WELL MORE UPDATES TO FOLLOW, EXPECT A NEW LOOK SOON!!!
