Monday, June 27, 2005

in 3 days, i repeat 3 days my beloved father isto set foot here in pinas.. after 6 months of not seeing him, i can finally hug (yet again) my daddy, who is the only man in my life.. (for now atleast) i know that he'd like to keep it that way. my dad gets so jealous whenever i have a love interest, im afraid nga that i'll be an old maid, he turns into such a grouch whenever there's a new guy that im raving about, worse he turns into such a baby, so unwilling to hear my side and ridiculously close minded. which brings me to an incident that happened last year.

as always we were chatting online (this is all because of his stinginess, hehehehe save na daw on phone bills and load) and it just so happens that my ym avatar was a photo of me and a guy friend who happens to be really cute and yes, soo my type. I didn't want him to see it so i clicked the dissapear button, but for some reason the photo was still available for my dad to view. so his pag-iinarte started, despite my perisitent paglalambing, my texts, he apparently did not want to talk to me, he is still inis daw sa akin.. he did not call me or reply to any of my messages for two weeks!!! imagine two weeks!! hahahahaha

i miss his laughter, his uber corny jokes, the silence when he's mad, his tears when he's so angry with either me or my mother. i want to make him coffee and discuss anything under the sun with him.

he is the bestest dad anyone could ever wish for, an excellent provider, a very good person. he truly is a man with a very gentle and good heart. i love my dad to bits and pieces, even if i dont show it that often.
i know that im not the best daughter in the whole world, but i do hope i am a daughter he can be proud of.

daddy, you have given me everything i could ever wish for and i thank you for that and a whole lot more. i am grateful that i have you as a father.

nuthin else matters... @ 9:52 PM