Friday, October 20, 2006

you know there was a time in my life that i didn't have to worry about anything, everything was being taken care of, my clothes, food, bills, everything.. those were the times that all i had to do was take all the things that were given to me and fulfill my duties as a student. the joys of being a child.. it is often said that change is the only constant thing in this world. i guess i cant really take control of the changes happening right now. God knows how much i want to stay as a kid, God knows..

now i have to look after everything, all the decisions i make are crucial. all these adult business is scaring the shit out of me. Bank business, property business aaahh. i know i have to face this sooner or later but does it have to be now?? can't i just be that little girl again?? because growing up sucks... i'm always afraid of failing, of making the wrong decisions, (which if you know me, you'd know i make a lot of those) i mean the task of being handed over of taking care of all your family properties and banking obligations plus the business is a big- huge deal. what if i screw it up? haaaay..

it's officially my sembreak now, but i found out kanina that's in not yet pa pala.. oh well ;)

when you are stressed just remember that it is desserts spelled backwards, so it should be just a piece of cake!!!

pps: i soo wana go to the beach as in beach.. the land of sunshine, happy people and pinacolada!! any takers???

nuthin else matters... @ 11:26 PM