Saturday, November 11, 2006

i've waited for this event in my life to come since God knows when.. and finally it has.. but why am i not that happy? fulfiled, yes, but happy no. Driving has been one of my dream.. going to school in my car, and being able to go wherever i please sans worrying about how to get there and how to get back home. it surely is the life any girl would want. i got into a fight with the 'rents earlier, money matters complicated stuff, i mean they don't actually realize the cost of fuel in this country, it is friggin' expensive. i know i was being such a baby kanina but i just couldnt help it. i try to be mature about everything especially unforseen problems with them, but sometimes i just can't. kanina i let my emotions get the better of me. there shouldn't be any problem really but you know the feeling when yoour money supply is blinking LOW and you cant help but be agitated plus other problematic factors that surround you.. i just lost it.. i do want to apologize for acting that way, but i just cant muster enough courage to dial the number and let alone text them.

any how the semester has already started, and i am filled with wonderful and seemingly difficult subjects but i am excited, and weirdly looking forward to it. i am a sem closer to grad! yey!!

nuthin else matters... @ 7:18 PM